Hello. Haven't been talking to you. I really should have blog or write more frequently, so I will really understand what are the things that are happening around me, and how am I really taking it or feeling it. Writing makes me think. However, I am always lazy. Ha.
I think I have made some people worried. I actually broke down in tears on Sunday. I am sorry. I should have control myself. I really hate tearing in front of people, it makes me feel like shit. It shows how weak I am. Again, pride. But that day, I can't help it, my emotion was filling up, it was trying to burst out. And it made me realised one thing, I am not taking the fact well. I thought I was prepared. Maybe that was the way God wanted to show me my real feeling. But I am pretty alright now compared to then. To be honest, still feeling a bit shitty here and there. My assignments are piling up. My thoughts are messy. I am not getting a good sleep. Physically I am tired. And, I am trying to depend on myself again. However, I know what I really need is God's comfort and strength. I am afraid. Afraid that I will physically give up. There is always a voice saying, "Mei Foong you can't alright~You will pull through it." I want to believe that.
One reason why I like DBSK is because they are hardworking people, with determination and seriousness in what they want to achieve and become. I am motivated everytime I watched their performance. This time round, no exceptional.
Determination, that's what I need too.
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Name: Wee Mei Foong Age: 20 Hobbies: Sing,eat,listening to music,swimming,sleeping in bus,watch videos online,talk to my dear friends Things can't have without: Laptop,handphone,mp3, spectacles & wallet Favourite colours: Purple,red,black,green,brown Favourite artists: DBSK,Big Bang & Lee Jun Ki Most important people: God & my fellowship friends
This skin was entirely made by vintage.veggie. Resources used have been credited, strictly no touching any of the credits. Basecodes were done by me as well.
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