Time to update. Have been working at shiseido warehouse as a packer. How was it? Erm...it's complicated there, people will talk bad things about others, will do something in action to hurt others, will always try to put the blame on others, will not be honest. And it's even more hurtful to know that all these are just normal. Through working, i started to realise that it's really hard to stand firm and not becoming like one of them. I felt that i'm getting more selfish, hot-temper, and having greater pride. Sad. Therefore, when the moment that i leave that company, i'm relieved. Is it because i can get back to my comfort zone and live without facing all these? But i'm not afraid to face them, just that i'm afraid that i'll become like one of them. Isn't it the same? Ha! I don't know. Actually i'm quite reluctant to know that i'm that evil. That's the real me!??? Goodness. Anyway, that's all last week stuffs. This week is cool, went out with junjie, waiyee, likuan and xiaoling for dinner on Monday. It's been a long time that the five of us went to place like bugis to have reunion dinner. Ha! The feel was good, did leave quite some memories by taking pictures. Thanks Mr junjie for always bringing his camera along, and take down those beautiful moments. Sometimes i'll think, if anyone of us pass away, at least we got these pictures to recall back the moments that we had with him or her. But of course, with the help of the pictures, i think i'll cry even harder. I'm getting emotional now, plus i'm listening to a sad song. Sometimes it's good to think of those sad stuffs, at least it'll help me treasure the people and moments more. Then, went chalet with my poly classmates on Wednesday. Thank God, did not regret to go, although it's not really fruitful. But at least got the chance to interact with them. However, i felt lonely. It's the first time that i went to chalet and stayed overnight with my outside friends. I always did this with my church friends. I think it's because none of my classmates has the same frequency as me, like thinking and faith. That makes me felt lonely. Yet there were actually a lot people around me. Human is interesting isn't it? Haha~ And i've been slacking for the following days. School is reopening on Monday, the mixture of happy and sad feelings. As School=Assignments. Hopefully i'll live more fruitful this semester.
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