haha~blogging again liao...Finally went to change my blog song. Previously quite lazy to change it, plus also got tons of work to complete-NO TIME ar! Haiz...Having holiday now, quite sian~not that i did nothing during my first week of holiday, i did earn some money (working for xiao ling's mum), did have time with my friends (went sing k with them), did have some progress on the kukup trip publicity. But... I still feel sian lei. Why ar? Actually in my heart i already know the reason, because i did not spend time with God. Have been making cards for my church friends, then started to recall the things that had happened this year. Seriously God blessed me a lot. He gave me a course that i'm interested in, and He provided me sufficient money to not worry about the bills & school stuffs that i've to pay, He let me know myself more this year through many ways, that in the end i realise i'm really a bastard. He still love & bless me, even though Ｉ don't love Him & choose not to glorify Him with actions. I thank God for letting Olivia to be my disciple maker, through her i see God's power, and that i'm really a lazy servant. I'm feeling that my life is rotting now, always have this feeling, i hate it, yet did nothing about it. I'm 18 this year, physically growing fatter & older, however, spiritually becoming younger. Haiz...I must change!!! Thank God that a new year is coming, i seriously hope that i will love God more and become more like Him. Because i realise all the things in this world can't fill the emptyness in my heart, except Him．原来他才是那个最重要的。谢谢上帝，您的不离不弃。
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